Sitting in the dark

Daylight is gone, no longer in savings.

Darkness awaits morning and evening.

Autumn is dropping colors from maples, oaks, and other brightly dressed trees.

Leaves carpet the ground in the rain, leaf blowers shatter the silence.

And so I sit in the morning dark,

eating my raisin and walnut oatmeal, drinking my French press coffee,

sans textiles.

Nudists no longer bask in the sun,

Not here anyway, not in the  cold rainy Northwest.

They sit by the fire, do housework, dream of  sunny days to  come.

But there is purpose in the  dark.

Hibernation, quiet times, short days.

In these days, in  this darkness,

Our dreams are born.

To dream, one must rest and be quiet,

Perfect activities for the dark.

Too cold and wet,

But inspirational,

The dark caresses my skin

In my room.

  
– Small Town Boy

Autumn

It is the autumn of my life.

A time for harvest, and homecoming.

All things are beautiful in autumn,

The trees, the apples, the pumpkins, and if you are fortunate, the roses.

It is a time to love

Your spouse, your children, their children and if you are fortunate, their children.

Autumn is a time to review life, 

Your parents and siblings, and

Friends who have gone before.

Autumn is a time for thanksgiving,

For your health, for those who loved you,

For your career, for your achievements 

And if you are fortunate, for your relationship with God.

Autumn is a time to prepare for winter 

By forgiving, by preparing, by storing away, by paying up your debts.

Debts from eating, drinking, smoking, hating, and poor judgements.

Winter is coming.

Hibernation.

Rebirth.

I love walking in the October sun, leaves rustling, geese honking on the wing.

I have seen 74 autumns,

And I will see a few more,

So it is a time to reflect, to ready the feast, to gather the acorns, and to bring the family to mind.

I don’t walk as well as I used to, my eyes grow dim, my heart is straining, my kidneys are damaged and I ache in my joints.

But my dog walks with me, my wife and friends give me hugs, my grandchildren shout with joy when they see me.

I am still here Lord.

I love you.

I will come when you call,

But there’s still time,

Time for more mistakes?

   
   
– Small town boy